Catalina Cruz why do you do porn?
One of the most frequent questions I have gotten over the years in my personal life and online from fans and strangers is “Why do you do porn?” Whenever I get asked this, my mind goes immediately to a motocross dvd titled, “Why”. It show showcases why dirt bike riders choose to ride. Everyone has a reason for why they choose to do things. I think most people see the adult industry as negative and shaming so it is difficult for most to understand.
I have touched on how I got into porn but not too much on why. My “why?” may not be good enough to some or confusing but it is my reality. Here are a few of the biggest reasons for me. I grew tired of very long hours and days away from my family having a job at an International trading company living paycheck to paycheck. At first when I started an online website, it was even more of a struggle as you cannot throw up a website and make money immediately. I fell in love with the freedom of time and not having a boss eventually. I went a different route than most as I never had an porn agent and I didn’t want to work for other companies. It was a huge risk. A very personal reason of why and most likely the largest is freedom to be me. I was in an abusive relationship before I entered the adult industry. It was one of the worst cases the city I lived in ever saw the last time I was beaten. I never felt free during those years. So whether it is right or wrong in others eyes, this industry allows me to be creative, wear my hair the way I want and even being naked and exploring my sexuality gives me a sense of freedom. I never set out and said I wanted to be in porn, it just happened through decisions I made. I was that girl that was very shy and couldn’t even imagine taking off my top, I was always very covered up and was made to wear my hair very short. I have gone through so many changes in how I feel and I love it. I have been able to take care of my family and myself. Although it may have upset people along the way, they know where my heart is and my why now.
I hope whatever your dreams are that you always remember your why, stay focused and just got for it. We only have one life as far as I know:)
Here are some screen shots from my live cam show a few days ago. It was a thigh high, dirty talk show. My next live cam show is Saturday, February 3rd at 1pm ET It is a Super bowl themed show! Come watch my Boobie Bowl LIVE! We had a blast in the chat at my last show as “Tom Brady” was in the chat room. My members always make it very naughty and memorable!! lol. Love, Catalina Cruz
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